“Flirting Fools”

Fucking
Fizzling
Flirting
Fools
Following
False pretences
Fleeting flattery
Flaunting flimsy fragilities
Admiring fetish festivities
Settling on finicky fixations
Fornicating with frisky freaks
Frolicking fraudulent intent
Now frowning
Flaring flashing frustration
Fathoming fallacies
Screaming flagrant foul
Left feeble
Fiendishly fervent
Filtering filthy feelings
Becoming angry
Looking for someone to blame?


Just look in the mirror.................

If only...

I. would love to be one with you
F.using heart with mind

O.wning and claiming your soul
N.estled deep within you
L.odging myself in the crevices of your mind
Y.ou brazenly hide from the rest of the world

F.ree me from my captivity
O.nly you can set me free
R.eadliy I accept your open arms

O.n this journey from friend to lover
N.umbing my heart against
E.volving feelings that may pursue

N.eglecting my HEART just because
I. Need You
G.enerously lavishing me with your presence
H.ere and now
T.il the sun brings a new day

Throwback- Acrostic

T.angled web of love and lust

H.idden from others but you and I know what we feel as we continue to
E.njoy each others company despite the complexity

O.pposite of what he has at home
T.heoretically speaking, but regardless if it is or isn't

H.eart strings have been tugged and pulled I have

E.xposed myself to something that could be detrimental If only I was thinking

R.ationally I would realize this is

W.rong but everytime he touches me caution is cast

O.ut to blow with the wind because

M.entally, physically, and emotionally we are

A.ttached and with every encounter it's getting harder to

N.egate from what we knew was wrong in the first place.

sigh....smh.

*smooches*

Who AM i...

When i was young, it seemed that life was so wonderful,
a miracle,
oh it was beautiful,
magical.
...and all the birds in the trees, well, they'd be singing so happily,
joyfully,
playfully watching me.
But then they send me away to teach me how to be sensible,
logical,
responsible,
practical.
...and they showed me a world where i could be so dependable,
clincial,
intellectual,
cynical.
Now watch what you say or they'll be calling you a radical,
liberal,
fanatical,
criminal.
Wont you sign up your name, we'd like to feel you're acceptable,
respectable,
presentable,
a vegetable!!

There are times when all the world's asleep..
the questions run too deep for such a simple girl.
Wont you please,
please tell me
what we've learned?
i know it sounds absurd but please,
tell me
Who i AM....

....and then god created man

Well..SURE god created man before woman. But then again, you always make a rough draft before creating tghe final masterpiece. No?!...

and with that said I enter the infamous world of blogging. Never really did it before..hmm..so we shall see. Apparently, I ended up having a group of followers who, unbeknownst to me, read my BBM status' everyday for sheer entertainment (what?! LoL)...so came the suggestion that i should collectively gather my thoughts..i guess for the entertainment of others, or for my sanity (shruggs) whichever comes first.

Hi world.

its me, Janille. (PAUSA-pause in spanish [we're multi-lingualed here people]) Before we start off wrong. It's pronounced Jaaaaa-nelllll....yea yea i know. the spelling, sounds like....blah blah

sooo back to you world...

Current mood: uncomfortable

Currently listening to: "Trust me" by Etta James

Currently reading: Historical and Multicultural Encyclopedia of Women's Reproductive Rights by Judith A. Baer

I'm wondering what is the "proper" way to devirginze yourself to blogger?! (shruggs) this will have to do....

*smooches*