Time Wasted

Wasted time can never be retrieved,
Lies laying there on the side of the road,
reminding me of what I once believed,
reminding me of the fool I once was.

I heard the lies...
neat little proclaimations
spoken without hesitation;
since I don’t lie, I did not know what I was facing,
unskilled in the games people play;
I believed every word you had to say...
Every fucking word!

Nights filled with passion turn to;
Days where I am just pissed,
remembering the opportunities I missed,
while I tried to salvage a dream that became this.....
....Nightmare where I don't care;
I just want your memory erased from my mind.

My body now recoils from the bouts of heated lust,
when I found solace in your touch,
and thought how I liked you oh so much...
...I curse the day I met you,
and the moment when I first let you,
take all of me with one feel;
a dream I believed was real,

Reminding me of the fool I once was,
reminding me of what I once believed,
lies laying there on the side of the road,
Wasted time can never be retrieved...

Meet me at...

If you’re ever looking for me, I’m about to give you directions,
Detections for where to find me,
because I’m nowhere and everywhere.
Between nowhere and goodbye.
Now sigh… Right there!
Inhale… Right there!
Exhale… Right there?
No! Right here.
Between clear and clarity.
See, the rarity is me.
Between enigma and paradox.
Between the pops of Pop Rocks.
In the middle of turning rocks into sand.
Timeless….
In the middle of finding and losing my mind.
Between hustle and grind.
Between a whisper and roar.
Between wrong and right.
Part truth and lie.
Between uprising, and revolution.
In the middle of Gandhi and Huey P. Newton
Between fighting for peace and being at peace.
Between thought and movement.
Between physics and motion.
In between logical and pure emotion.
Expulsion, propulsion, imploding, exploding.
In between a dead stop or keeping it goin.
In between who I touch, what I hear, feel and see
Now that you know where I am
please try and catch me.