Time Wasted

Wasted time can never be retrieved,
Lies laying there on the side of the road,
reminding me of what I once believed,
reminding me of the fool I once was.

I heard the lies...
neat little proclaimations
spoken without hesitation;
since I don’t lie, I did not know what I was facing,
unskilled in the games people play;
I believed every word you had to say...
Every fucking word!

Nights filled with passion turn to;
Days where I am just pissed,
remembering the opportunities I missed,
while I tried to salvage a dream that became this.....
....Nightmare where I don't care;
I just want your memory erased from my mind.

My body now recoils from the bouts of heated lust,
when I found solace in your touch,
and thought how I liked you oh so much...
...I curse the day I met you,
and the moment when I first let you,
take all of me with one feel;
a dream I believed was real,

Reminding me of the fool I once was,
reminding me of what I once believed,
lies laying there on the side of the road,
Wasted time can never be retrieved...