Hiiiii-yaaa. Ok, so i'm back. Im still lost and life's recent randomosities (lol) have made sure that I stay lost. ugh. But amidst the endless search, I learned a few things:

1. I am completely apathetic toward life.

2. E will forever be my heart's keeper and my best friend. This weekend just proved that.

3. I have met many new ppl this year, and almost all of them are disposable. For shame! Definitely time to start downsizing & deleting ppl from my life.

4. Contrary to my initial belief, I really don't need his support, affection, or attention afterall. What he thinks or feels with respect to me i no longer care. I no longer spend my days wishing to be my his side, or wishing that he would think of me, miss me, long for me.

5. I have groupies lol

That is all i discovered this weekend.

La pregunta..awesome.
Peace poets..dope.
City Island..yummmm.
Renny..inspirational.
Bibi..sweetest.
E..classic.
J..disposable.

Interesting weekend. Here's to "raging against the dying of the light"