So, as promised, i'm reporting back about this cult thing...
Overall, not too impressed yet. Did learn one kind of disturbing thing about myself...I ONLY trust ppl that I consider to be weak or inferior to me. Furthermore, by the first time looking at you I have already determined if you are my equal or if you are weak. NOW as messed up as that sounds..lol..its the truth. and if that makes me an asshole for believing that..then guess what??! i will have to both acknowledge and embrace being an asshole.
When you stop telling people the story of who you are and REALLY just say who you are..no pictures, no explanations..just you ..defined..in..one..sentence..it is rather strange. When you are HONEST with yourself..i mean REALLLYY honest and verbalize that honesty you will be SHOCKED as to what comes out of your mouth.
of course my classmates, all of whom where talking about having low self esteem and low self confidence, are looking at me as if im crazy..lol *shruggs* oh well. you're weak. I'm not. deal with it. Needless to say ..i was the most arrogant person there. The trainer says theres a reason for my manifested arrogance..more than the eye meets. ..ehh..we shall see..
tonight..more momentum....*cue the suspense music*
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