Jay, interrupted

Geez i SWORE i pledged in Fall 08! why does it feel like i'm on line again?! PFT. Fall '09?! SLLLLLLLLeeeeeeeeeeeeppppppppppppppPPPPPPPPP come back!!! how i've missed thee!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGHHHHHHH..going on boat loads of 5 hrs shot..smh. ok so a couple of new things since 2 days ago:

1. ITS A ......drum roll please....... BOOOOOOOOYYYYYYY!!!! hmm, I dont really know how to feel about that.

2. I got dooped into joining a cult..ha ha..THANKS V. pft! JK.

3. Despite the last 6 months of superfluous debauchery which had me doubting myself...I TRULY AM AWESOME!!! Like a phoenix, whose born from its own ashes, i RISE!! :)

4. I miss the following faces: bibi, renny, ray. not neccessarily in that order.

5. Neenz is trying to turn me out..smh. Now, now neenz...now, now *shaking finger*

6. people from my past are ALWAYS coming up wanting to be around me in some capacity..WHYY?! SHEESH!!

current mood: deliriously tired yet energetic; bouncy.

sooo YEAAAA..this cult thing...I got dooped into signing up for a life seminar called Momentum Education. look it up. It starts today..AAAAAAAARRGGHHHH. its a 4 day mini retreat of some sort. lets see how this goes, i heard it was pretty cool. feedback on the horizon.

ok so thanks for tuning into todays rambling. im to hyper to stay in the chair ..so addddyyyy-ooosss.

signing off,

faithfully yours,

Jay