2 men diverged in a wood..

As i look down the road there two men i see

One is the one i love

the other is in love with me...



Soooooo which 1 do i choose?!! I think i made an observation that kinda answers my question...



One loves me unconditionally, without pretenses and truthfully, without a REASON!! no phone call from me does he receive. No attention. No consideration. No anything..smh. yet and still, as assuring as the sun rises and sets each day..he is there if i need him. He knows more about me than i know about myself. For every tear i've spilled over the other guy, he has replaced with a smile. It is only now, that life has forced me to humble myself, that i appreciate his love for me. Yet, and still, I....love the other.



and now..the other! The other, i love. The other, i have fallen in love with. The other, doesn't love me. He doesn't care. At my darkest hour, he's left me for dead to deal with things alone. He takes and doesnt give. He drains. He doesnt know how i wish to take away his pain and confusion. He doesnt know how much i would want to help him succeed, nor that i really care. Shit, he doesnt even know my favorite color. Doesn't care to know. And yet, he is the other...I...love the other.

At any given day, I chose "the other" and on any given day, "the other" would walk right past me. And so today, i say that tho i love u, other of mine, our few memories will remain as such....mere memories. And whenever i'm tempted to take a first class trip into your world..i'll remember. Remember the little of good and remember the lots of bad etched in time...



.....for we'll always have......