We now interrupt the regularly scheduled program of "Jay: the hot mess" to bring you this newsflash. . . .
ok, so clearly, i am a hot mess. My blogs of doom can testify to that (lol). The last few weeks have been a struggle emotionally, mentally, and physically.
Im
in searh of comfort. . .
yet
i remain inconsolable.
in search of an answer. . .
yet
i only find more questions.
in search of him. . .
yet
i find heartbreak.
I dont seem to be recooperating..so when u cant fix a broken appliance, buy a new one. And that is what this is about..displacement or rather is it deflection?! ANNNYYYYYYWAY, so yea..I've never been good at helping myself..CLEARLY..but i've always been good at helping others..
i learned today that CDF is having an awards/benefit dinner in D.C. the day of my bday...yaaayyyyy!! i want to goooooo. Those FEW that know me know that i loooovveeeee children, and aminals (purposely misspelled), and ice cream, and cookies, and words..ok i'm done lol. but yea smiling ppl make my heart smile..so i'm hoping that instead of looking for solace in his arms..i find them in the smiles of ppl who are in need of help
Children's Defense Fund...look it up...
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